Alone

I hate walking in alone..
Everyone notices and stares.

Always the odd one out..

I am...

Think not because you mark the lanes
With a swift sword
That you will claim the lane without...

Forsaken and sin, devours my mind

Worthless , tainted I bare it all.

That coldness within,...

I wasn't born to be around people

Not with my own kin

Not with my own thoughts...

The café was not exactly
heaving
but was not empty either
and for
some reason...

The eyes staring at me as I wander off.

The eyes always come, always are. Never don't, never were...

Alone and abandoned the house stood bare,
Cracked walls and floorboards

Lots of love it...

A lot of choices made on feeling...

The same place there's love is the same there isn't?

I...

Someone who goes through a bunch of stuff and they come through...

They're changed in one way or...

Blackout
I sit in a blackout
What can I do
Wind is a howling
The rain's angry...

A window
A glimpse of sunlight
Coming through my curtain
Sound of violin
Caress...

London cancelled Hanukkah...

It's back on...

It's on pause...

Does anyone know if...

Peonies set about in lonesome pots.
Starkly removed from the flower veds of home
Staggering...

and then I remembered
I was the one sitting in this sinking boat

the one unable to look at...

Sparrowsong...

Umm...

Are you sleeping?

Hmm hmm...

Someone needs help......

It felt like yesterday but it was so long ago
I took your hand and you reached my heart
I...

I stayed up late to see you in the sky once more

Never knew the fire of your cold heart would burn...