Hurt

I sit here in the corner of this empty room

Thinking

Maybe it'd be better

If I just...

yes i did it for once and all

fearing from a sudden fall

i never wished it could be you...

A condemned Family

Crammed in a 2 bedroom apartment,

Kids were 4 boys, 1 girl,

...

The things we do and the things we say,
They can never be explained.
We do what feels right...

Almost three years apart as said,

Our child now six born from our wed.

Marital conflicts...

You are my sunshine,

Brightening my darkened sky.

You keep me warm,

Keep me sane...

Would you like to play a game?

It's a dangerous game.

Full of heartache

And tears...

Numb

Crazy

Cannot make sense

Of

Insanity

Is it me?

Am...

I tripped over my stinger

this morning,

Shit it hurt,

caused all sorts of misery...

Why

We were born as one of eight

Some of us unfortunately late

As is said last...

I admit I made a mistake-
overstepping some boundaries,
which made me look fake.

I...

My heart cries in pain,

as my words begin to unfold.

Is there a reason

as I am...

There are moments in someones life where one thing can change their life forever.

Mine just...

Many years in the making

Of living but constantly shaking.

Extreme, traumatic, damage...

I want to forget you

Your words paint me

with many shades of blue

the blue is an...