Hurt

As the tears stream down my eyes it felt like fire against my cheek. I sat and stared at the pregnancy test...

In the midst of wind,

I stand alone, staring at the moon

wondering to return home

...

In the midst of wind,

I stand alone, staring at the moon

wondering to return home

...

It hides in the shadows

Watching me and waiting

For a chance to strike

To bring...

Have you ever
sat in your room in the dark,
Trying to hide the sound of your crying?
...

Today it's been a year,

A year without you hear.

I miss you more than you could know,...

The weight on the scale is blurred.

Blurred because of my tears,

All of a sudden, it's hard...

My eyelids, heavy, closed shut

yet so aware of the injustice churning in front of them.

My...

I love you so much that I trust you won't hurt me even though my intuition tells me other wise

I...

Softly,

Breathing,

Quietly,

Thinking.

Painfully,

Sinking

...

Farely aware of my condition
Of watching,
Though this time
I feel im not the watcher...

O Great Mammoth Artist
making this motion
Devotion we seek like a horny nymph
caught...

He's taken my heart
but doesn't he's the one
I've been frozen with the ice
burned by...

You are the root of my art.
I have confused you for another.
Scowling at those I hate....

Can't breathe

Can't think

Resistance is futile

The pain

Can't form a...

I sit here in the corner of this empty room

Thinking

Maybe it'd be better

If I just...

yes i did it for once and all

fearing from a sudden fall

i never wished it could be you...