Longing

I love you Eleanor

The moment these eyes looked at you

Was the moment the heart opened...

Many times,
You return to me in my midnight dreams,

Follows such bright happiness,
...

Your memory tattooed all over my broken body,

Hiding scars and self-mutilation.

Your face...

A long time to wait,
A long journey to travel,
A long time waiting to touch you, love,...

On Saturday you did not feel well, by Monday night you passed;

I laid you down for “seepy time”,...

Commence forth, on the path of belief,
Where dwells one truth, the truth of togetherness,
...

All these hands, broken hands

They applaud me

But I keep falling in your path like a dead...

Without fail

My heart sinks to my stomach

These feelings still rise

And violently...

I feel sorrowful,
Darkness makes me ill,
I feel miserable, depressed,
My heart is...

Whence I remember
Beyond time ago
Twas Mid December
And a christman no show

...

I always remember your words,
Be happy, smile on rainy days and stormy nights,

It's late,...

In the city we have no name

Just pawns in a game

Or faceless ghosts with one last toast to...

Relaxing in this pool gazing out into perpetual memories of long ago

Feeling something lurking not...

Self-evident

assuming without proof

postulated future:::

a yearning desire
...

Flames of desires burning hot with unquenchable fire

Breasts exposed feeling his lust ,loving him...

My love for you will last forever,
I miss you every day,

It's impossible
I can't...

Oh my angel, please don’t be gone, please be right here next to me;

Just like it was for many years...