Stupidity

YA..SCORED AN OWN GOAL
YA .STUPID ARSE HOLE !?
FAR ..FROM PERFECT!?
I WAS..SO WORTH IT...

For the first time
I'm genuinely terrified of losing someone
I've so stupidly let in....

The word is a stupid place.

It wounds itself continuously,

It takes a knife and thrusts it...

That demon drink gets a grip of me

As it takes over my corrupted brain

Creates a...

“One bullet”

Meaningless,

Is he,

Who carries a knife?

To a gun fight...