Reality

Sitting in my car by the lake
Contemplating life up to now
So far it's been a total blast...

Capitalist.

Conformist.

Play the part you choose to play.

It is my sincerest wish...

I drink so I don't feel alone
I'm alone so I will drink,
I drink when I don't want to feel...

O that time would hurry
And bring me into something new
It really does not matter what...

Ostracised by all in my times of dire need,
This cunning curse.
With false armour, enamels me...

my fate was cast when I was born

I’ve learned to live with constant scorn

a rich man’s son...

Sitting on the edge of my bed
With suicide in mind
The cords of death grips my soul
I...

Ins and Outs
Truth and Lies
Self Control and Losing It
Ups and Downs
Circle and...

And when I was told I had to go-
Find somewhere else to Grow...
I was just a young one...

As she - without a doubt- Heard those dreadful words today,
Finding out she has cancer the dr would...

I know what's right and
I know what is wrong
I know that Lessons are learned
...

I got 7 kids -n- out the 7, four got sickle cell, the other three got the trait, dope boy in the streets...

Learning who I am?
What I can do?
When is the right time?
Where will I be?
Why...

My life is filled with stains
The stain of two failed marriages
And repossessed cars....