missing.

I wish this family system wasn't so unfair,
That they could see the mothers that genuinely care.
The ones that really have done all that they should
To turn their life around to the very best that they could.
I miss you girls, every hour of every day
I hope that you can hear me when I scream and shout and say
I love you.
The biggest mistake I made was believing she would help,
It truly breaks my heart when I hear you cry and yelp.
under her possession I watch you welt away
home is where you should be, back and to stay.
One day you'll understand why I asked you to go,
If I had any idea it would be like this I would have said no!
I truly have changed, and things are not the same
But unfortunately for us we are now part of her vicious game.
Time it is a healer and soon you will start to grow
then to you, her true colours will show.
but for now I have to miss you and carry on my fight
hoping and praying that one day you'll see the light.
another day is over and I'm a mother on my own,
laying my head to rest in this house that's not a home.