Self Destruction

Ticking time bomb
She self destructs
Soul on fire
Body feeling cold
Never do you know
The feeling “oh no”
And then she starts to sip
Faster than slow
How can you grow?
Self destruction is a muthafucka.
Seeking love from another
And faster she sinks…
Deep
Deep
Deep
Sleep.
Killing me softly
Or pull the trigger swiftly
Just end me.
If it must be.
Don’t like me or trust me
No time taken to know me
But fuck it two tears in a bucket
No love within
Just a smile and a grin
Judging you for my own sins.