Words of Abuse

The day has dawned, awaken I lay Confused by my own self mortality rate 
I’ve tried to enjoy my stay in this life, but reflections show I’m just darkened inside 
Hollow is the presence of the people around
Shallow individuals who’s venom that spits out 
In school it was bullying followed by narcissistic moods 
To full on control to those whom they can choose
Pieced by a mask of a personality portrayed 
Will soon haunt the soul of the enemies they made. 
The voices get louder and it rattles my cage 
I soon must be heard or it’ll end all my days 
Okay here it goes the truth will be fierce 
It’ll hit close to home and its presence will pierce 
In the mirror I look and your shadow then trails 
I feel it project through my stomach to which I inhale 
And out vomits these words let’s call it murder he wrote 
I’m fighting and screaming and hanging below 
My lifeline is short so here’s the words that arose
You dig and your claws leave the scars on my throat 
My last breath is coming and I’m starting to choke 
The care that you showed was only fake signs you seek 
These lies that you told me is what makes you real weak 
I’m down on my knees and I’m bleeding within 
Don’t follow me I’m gone you’ll remain full of sin 
Shackled to demons that you long to bear 
You disgust, remain alone with no one who cares 
You fed on my kindness and for granted you took 
The blood on your hands bonds you to evil you crook 
Free isn’t free unless you’re soon laid to rest 
So my soul and mind can heal without abuse at its best