My best friend

I know the day is 
Coming really soon 

I need you to know

That I'm not going to be 

Ready to say goodbye

The truth is, I barely

Took the time to say hello 

I grew up, moved away

You and I drifted apart 

Became each others

Worst version of energies

The worst version of

Strangers.. enemies..

Now I'm back home

Barely taking the

Chances to say hello 

But I have my reasons 

I do not hate you

I forgive you for all

That you couldn't find

The strength to do

I'm thankful I'm alive 

I'm not perfect 

Maybe not too healthy 

But I'm alive

And I owe it all to you 

You were there

I wasn't 

You tried

I didn't 

You wanted time 

I wanted space

I'm dropping teardrops

The same way or worse 

Than I've ever made

Your eyes form 

and release..

I can't explain it

I'm just asking you to 

Forgive me, please 

I'm here now

I'm not going anywhere 

else

I'm losing you

Right in front of me

As I'm losing you

I'm losing a huge part

Of myself 

A part that I'll never

Get back 

A part I'll always miss

A part I'll always 

Wish to go back to, and

Change it all, and this

Mom, I don't know 

I don't know how to 

Handle this..

Accept this... 

Believe this....

Are you even ready for

This? Because I'm not!!

I'm barely surviving myself, 

I know you haven't forgot 

But anyways, 

I'm here now, and I'm 

Going to be here 

until the end 

I love you Mom 

And I'm sorry 

You were, and always 

Will be, my best friend. 

S.A.D.

10/27/2025