16 bottles for the fight

Home alone with 16 bottles of pills
You used to beat me down and I'd get back up
I used to fight back
But now that the demons are back
My futures looking pretty black
Took these pills to see if it would get a little brighter
But now everything seems to be getting darker
Maybe it actually will be ok
Once i die
Yeah I’m losing this fight
Now this body isn’t mine
I remember the day i turned 9
The day after i wanted to end my life
You pushed me around
And always made me frown
I know you’re waiting for the day my demons make me drown
Well I’ve got news for you
That days never gonna come now