3am Trip

it’s like I took another dose 
the way my mind has entered comatose 
the waves come in smearing friends but maybe it’s just the LS these make my mind bend 
a neuro surgeon talking like he can for sure mend it..... all...back ttogether and get me through this altered weather. 
shit I’m so  uncomfortable where’s my success 
I’m tired of taking test this didn’t even come with a syllabus 
got me cross eyed like a silly kid on the silly bus. 
beaten, tamed individual told to  shut up and not make a fuss or give a fuck! 
but I do 
so I guess I’ll take another drug and hope this when numbs the right part and I still get to keep love. 

because that always seems to be the trade off in a duel with one pistol and two options 
PAHHHW!! they like “dude why you gotta say that? 
why you gotta speak loose why you gotta play that?” 
they not trying to hear the negativity so call back 
instagram happiness nigga that’s where the play at and you getting in the way of satisfaction