3AM RANTING

damn I wish you wasn’t a hater 
but you are 
I thought we had made it but clearly not far
I hope you hit every stop light for the rest of your life 
every important event held up by your miscalculation 
waiting, sitting quietly anticipating for little ol you to walk through 
that’s real karma 
not instant but satisfying drama to see 
THIS WEEK ON BULL SHIT  WITH  ME!!
I’m taking the train walking through the crowd
a falling extrovert filled with doubt 
slowly building his self worth through  word of mouth
coming back 10xs stronger
10xs smarter 
10xs wiser 
to bust straight up  from the earth
and heal all the places that used to hurt. 
who would have thought so much could be done through one single birth. 
a moment that changed my entire perception 
when they induced her see and brought you to me. 
you were the worlds only perfection. 
now I get to see you grow everyday and it pushes me 
to wake up happy more and count my blessings.