DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE A BROKEN RECORD

I want my life to mean something
To make a difference in some way
But I don't see it, I'm just existing
Just living out each day
Maybe I'm afraid I'll be forgotten
As if my life didn't really count
That my existence was for nothing
If my life never amounts
I'm grateful to be alive
Please don't take me wrong
But without knowing one's purpose
Life's like a broken record, that skips along