a master of disguise

Upon worried eyes
A tried soul
Not at rest
A past dark as night
Full of pain
No light to be seen
A harden heart
Pure as can be
Hurt from this lifetime
Searching for a love just right
A love to fill her heart for the rest of time
Memories darkening the path
The ones to which she wants to forget
Flashes by her mind without care
As tears fall
In a web of nightmares 
She can't run or hide
There is no safe place to hide her soul
For every beat of her heart brings a cut so deep her demons cry
Slicing her into two
Holding back words 
Fighting back cries of unspoken surrender
That is not what the world see
For she is the master of disguise
On her lips she wears a smile
No tear smeared checks
Not a shaking word
Nothing but a fake happiness is what you'll see
No brokenness 
No soul wrenching plea for help
No worries
Just laughing
Carefree joy
All because she is a master of disguise