A Mumma's Boy

Everything seemed to blur, all at once 
like it was done. 
My eyes wouldn't open, and i feared.
Will this be my final moment, my final breath. 
Cozy in bed, as my mother wiped my head.
I couldn't speak even utter a word,
all i could think of,
was leaving her, in this world.
I fought back against the pain 
until i felt nothing. 
All i could hear, was my mother's soft tears.
As i fell into what would be an eternal sleep,
not to wake and see her face,
but look down on her from far above
for heaven is my new home.