A piece of my puzzle

As I sit awake at night in fear that the night terrors that cause me to awake in tears will return

 I spill my heart out on this paper my thoughts sway from dark to beautiful 

But isn't everything dark beautiful at times when light is breaking through like stars in the night sky 

 Although the light hasn't broke through for a while since I told my dad good bye 

But it's his fault since he hit me and my mom out of drunken rage

It's hard to forget those days but I'm trying to find a release that pays and poetry is one of those ways

rap is my true dream but that part of my life is looking gleam no way that light will shine through

I tried to make friends but there all fake so I couldn't have a crew 

Some nights I can't help but feeling blue I had a girl we were stuck like glue but our love wasn't true

I turned to religion I go to a private school and I rep my king but it feels like nothing more than a repetitive thing

I'm overweight I get bullied but that's cool it's just school 

I told everyone I'm gonna be a rapper but they told me I'm white and look like a fool

Maybe I can prove them wrong and make a hundred million off my first song

Thanks for getting to know me a little better since I can vent my mind is light as I feather 

Now I can drift to sleep while I count sheep normally I would cry but tonight I'm leaving with a goodnight and good bye remember even angels with broken wings can fly