A Superpower

Even amongst people you know, it's possible to be solitary while in a crowd. Like you have some sort of cloaking device or are wearing some sort of shroud. I stand there reaching out but seem to be missing everyone around. I could say anything but it feels like nobody can tell that my vocal cords are emitting sounds. Feels like my pleas aren't even audible. I feel like giving up so I drop to my knees, now everyone's treating me like they're avoiding some sort of obstacle. I'm laughing on the outside when truly the repetitive situation isn't comical. I faux laugh so hard, I'm catching cramps in my abdominals. I try to stand back up, doing the only thing that seems logical. Again I reach out but I'm avoided like a plague that I must be suffering biological. What are the odds that things will change? The odds are off the charts with numbers astronomical. Nobody really knows unless I advertise on social media, getting attention in a manner that is digital. I've adjusted myself to living, at the same time being miserable. Feels like a permanent apocalypse that is biblical. Anyhow, fingers crossed that my opinion of this might change, my mind is possibly convincible. But until that day I'll have to live with the fact that I have an actual hidden superpower, the ability of being invisible...
Jonathan Edward 2/14/2020