"All Because of You"

"When life was but,
an open sea,
Satan said,
'Come little child,
come dream with me!'
Being young
and vulnerable,
weak,
I lacked the courage,
to stand up and speak,
'Go away red guy!
I'm like Peter Pan,
I know how to fly,
away from you,
and your grubby hands!'
but as a Lost Boy,
I lacked spiritual direction,
and fell right into,
his well thought out plans,

The drugs,
those accursed things,
made such a deep charm spell.
Lord it was so so very hard to bring,
me out of it.
I couldn't see the forest,
for the trees,
and when I did,
I fell to my knees.

Used as an instrument,
for ungodly ruin,
I knew not most,
of what I had been doing,
but that doesn't mean,
I am not to blame,
for I chose to use daily,
what drove me insane.

Pain can make,
horrible monsters of women and men,
who eventually,
revel in their sin.

Just look at the devil,
his fall from grace,
and what the pain led him to,
in his case.

We all suffer,
but turn that pain,
into something divine,
so very sacred,
for we are human,
and meant to feel,
and some of our conscience,
relies on what we feel.

Drugs just make us,
spiritually and morally,
deaf, blind, and dumb,
and with every usage,
a little further away,
from God and His Son.

I've realized what I have done,
so fortunate,
to see what I had become.

A lost sheep from My Shepard,
how did I think I could save,
anyone,
with one foot shaking,
and the other,
already in the grave.

I started believing,
the night I nearly died,
for God is the only reason,
that I survived.

I could feel the shadows,
vulturing in,
to claim,
an unsaved,
all engorged in his own sin,
but God's Hand reached down,
and I reached up finally,
at the most crucial time.
Now I have a new life.
I claim it!
It's mine!
No more living a lie,
I seek what's true,
and I do this Jesus,
all because and for You!"