You my dear , you almost destroyed me . You almost make me sick . You almost got away with it , you thought you had covered your tracks . I should be used to being used . I should have not expected better . Should have seen the bad , not allowed the destruction . Not get sucked in . Not another to let me down . You my someone , you new it was wrong , you knew it fucked off and up the angry me . You caused hate to bubble , crack and pop . You forced my hand . You desired , you received , you decived . You destucted the old me .