Am I Numb?

I don't know what I'm thinking 
My feelings are all messed up
I feel like my heart is breaking 
The prozac numbs it all
Perhaps I'll drown my sorrows drinking
I only wish to feel human once more
Maybe loving you is just wishful thinking 
And you may love me never 
What if I am unknowingly sinking 
Yet I will keep fucking my heart up
To keep these words from printing
You loving someone is my greatest fear
That sight would stop my breathing 
Crush my soul and kill my dreams
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Could you do that to me?