Awake

I dream 
broken nightmares in hues 
of bloody red 
my dreams betray my fear
you slip between my sleep 
shades of grey and black 
you
you are the colour I lacked 

run 
run 
running 
in dim-lit hallways 
with shadows for company 
searching for a silhouette 
hidden
you shouldn't be 
from me
yet I have to seek 
for that which I lay claim 

breathe 
breathe 
breathless--a moment 
many moments
fuck 
fuck!
I need-
to fuck you 
fuck you hard
in the shadows 
into the light
now 
today 
everyday
rest of my life 
life 
life 

inside you is life 
take yours
give you mine 
mine 
mine 

kiss 
taste 
scent 
thrust 
life inside you 
climax is paralysis 
numbing rainbows 
exploding in my senses 
OUR
senses

dreams not enough 
a moment;
I need more 
more 
more 
born from tears 
red-hot 
cannot touch 
yes I need to touch.
burned fingers craving 
You 
You 
are not a dream 
the colour 
of your skin 
painting reality 
my reality is not a dream 
you the real 
destroying my nightmares 
awakening my desire
furious 
dirty 
unhinged 
l
 o
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     l
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 s
t.

© Lost