Awkward Glances

We breathe as one in a troublesome house.
Talking appears to be the easy way out.
Like an aging couple, with the crazy spouse.
In a confined space, I just want to shout!
The shadow of his body brings me shame.
His detached face sends painful memories.
I am like the person in video games;
His stares take complete control over me.
Our close friendship fell with sudden contact.
Recollected pain leaves marks in my mind.
All I seem to recall is the swift “smack”.
The horrible thoughts are on rewind.

 I hope awkward glances will disappear.
To come back to the bond, I miss so dear.