Been and gone

Over the years I had many emotional scars
Over the years I was hurt, I hid it well, 
Every year I thought in strength we'd grow 
I made mistakes at the end, see I couldn't tell, 
For so many years it was hard to let you go
Our young plans & dreams cast to a storm, 
So many years flew by, I threw my life away 
Always hoping in the end, a new life would form, 
Many years I still loved her, never forgot 
I remembered good times, ripping me apart, 
We had to separate, you found someone new
You must have let me go, I held you in my heart, 
I feel as if I have a dark cloud over me
I give my whole heart, yet I did nothing wrong, 
I hold onto the past, when I know they're happy 
I'm left with only one thing, memories & a love song, 
I look up at the stars again, for truth & a answer 
All I hear is the screaming in my head, 
For I am lost in lifes maze, I don't want to play anymore 
Years are gone now, wasted I love you's I said.