Begging humiliation

I beg you humiliation. 
I want a key to my own home.
 
I plead you humiliation, don't leave me alone. 

I bleed for the color of your tone, a voice familiar, but unknown. 

I have begged you near, here. 
No shame no more. 

There's no excuse for the humiliation I have been asked to endure. 

Seems like no one wants to love anymore. 

So much shame and blame.
But not to the wrong doers. 

It all gets in the way of happiness these mountains of lies.
 
So much despised and criticized about everything you are. 

So much upheaval and terms that no one can understand. 
Your a good hearted man. 

Shame has no place upon anyone's face. 

Especially not me or you or any humble that breaks though. 

All of my intentions came off negative, the opposite of what I thought I did. 
I guess actions do not make sense to the butterflies. 

After all they only get one day to live.