Behind My Blue Eyes

My life has fallen apart

I have nowhere to escape to

What shall I do

I cried a dozen tears for all these years

This is my life and the hell you put me through

You used me

 And Abused me

I lost one thing never to regain back again

The victims you screwed up

Those lies you sell for people to believe

No one to expect it was you

I have lost the 13 years you took away

I am damaged I am hurt for none to see

I hide the memories the lies the pain you put on me

I am numb inside because you screwed me over

Behind your fakeness I lost what insanity I had left inside

This girl is not the girl you once knew

The girl u knew had everything know I have nothing

That girl is numbed behind her blue eyes.