Betrayed

Have I betrayed the real me . Flowers for the rest . Can skill set include the power to forgive . Have I learned my lesson taught by the old me . Blooming roses for the rest . Thorn's for me . Can bring only what I'm capable of . Spit out the outcome . Sick of waiting for regrets to leave me the fuck alone . Trap fallen into to many times . Feelings harboured chopping down the beauty that once was I . Betrayed the pritty girl who banged her head against the odds . Forgiven everyone else with sunshine and good wishes . Yet to see how to respond to all the betrayal that person caused and suffered . Pity that I betrayed my own life .