Better Without Me

I am nothing now on what i used to be,
Pain and sadness is now what consumes me,
My outlook on things have all become stale,
When it came to you and love, i was bound to fail.

Not everything has gone to its ultimate plan,
Why on earth would you want this broken old man,
I know that you show pity, when it used to be love,
You are still in my life because, you want a spot in heaven above.

I think it is high time that you should just leave it be,
Let the sadness and bitterness that is, depart your life with me,
I am no use to you when i think i am dirt,
I am sure you would be a lot happier, let me take away the hurt.

I think that i have kissed my very last kiss,
My life will not get any much more better than this,
The sadness hand has squeezed the happiness from me,
My future isn't all that bright, we will just have to wait and see.

I do not look up anymore, i am always looking down,
I really don't pay that much mind, on who is around,
I.am sure no one is looking at me, i am just another face,
Another waste of oxygen, that is walking around this place.

I feel bulletproof now, that the alcohol is my friend,
Putting you down has become a hobby, is there any end,
I turned into that someone that you really cannot stand,
I have turned into and become a very horrible man.