Black

Thoughts, shameful, inky black
Through my blackened heart snakes another crack
Is this anxiety or a heart attack
Once in the black hole you can't come back
Black murky waves crash overhead
A dull black morning, stay in bed
I'm never hungry but always fed
I'm still here breathing, might as well be dead
Full black pupils void of light
A brain dissolving in sludge and shite
Although I try with all my might
The black smoke suffocates my screams tonight