Blue Eyed Boy

i lay here next to him
i lay here and think of all the moments i've had doing exactly this
i lay here and know this time is different

this time when i lay nest to him i cant stop these thoughts.
these questions and thoughts haunting my mind
deeply aching in my consciousness.

What is going to be of this when you leave? 
What is us?
What if you fall for someone else when you are gone?
What do i do when i see the picture?
Why am i so scared?
Why did i fall in love with you six months ago?
Why did our romance have such deadly fate?
What if you forget about my existence?
What if you forget about us?
What if you don't come back?
What if you decide two years isn't long enough?

What am I supposed to do?
Sit here and remember the thoughts
of laying here next to the blue eyed boy who took my heart,
who made all of my tears turn to smiles,
who completely changed everything i felt in a matter of midnights?

Please don't leave my my blue eyed boy in whom stole my heart.