I'm not

I'm not one for apologies,
they all sound the same.

I"m not one for families,
they all seem insane.

I'm not one for friendship,
there's always so much blame.

I'm not one for good-byes,
there's so much that remains.

I'm not one for memories,
all they do is bring back pain.

I'm not one for living,
when I'm already drowning in my own brain.