Broken

World Spinning

Stomach churning

Head pounding

I cry silently 

By myself

I am all alone now

There is nobody here

With me any longer

Completely abandoned

Left by myself

Nobody cares

And now I am broken

Way beyond repair

My heart wide open 

But it isn't like anybody even cares

After all you

Have put me through

Abuse, any way possible

You tell me You love me

And I hide from the despair

With a smile so fake

But I've gotten so good that I even forget sometimes

But now I'm broken

My heart is shattered 

Pieces scattered

Never to be found again

Feelings obliterated

And gone for good

My world is changed forever

And for the millionth time

I know darkness

And I would end it all 

But then you would win

So I will suffer 

So long as you suffer

Too