Broken Lament

All my skin and bones have wasted away. And as I search for I fix, all have lead me astray. 
Limp on the ground is where I lay.
Every falling stone.
Every broken bone.
Every gruesome moan.
And All who pass me by, no help will any loan.
I've been abandoned by all, for none hear my call, hope is gone with confidence 
fall.

Is there any way? will the pain always stay? 

For healing I've prayed and prayed.
Will I be remade? 

Without a family I've felt pain prolonged, never fit  for anyone, i have never belonged. For a father I've always longed.
Every closed door 
Every wandered floor 
Every lonely core 
Pushed away again and again I've only felt more. 
They all hook the phone, I'm all alone, Something is missing from every tone.

Will my sadness mend? Will I never find a friend? 

"I'll find a father" I've sworn and Sworn.
Will I be reborn? 

Crushed by loss I've felt this pain, I've felt it all my life, still it hurts me just the same. All those I remember are only just a frame. 
Every painful part 
Every sad restart 
Every broken heart 
My life is now a piece of worthless salty art 
I've lost my smile, conquered by trial, My heart is now on exile. 

Is there any tissue?
Will these tears always ensue? 

Over sorrow I've grieved and grieved.
Will I be relieved?

I have made for to many infractions. I have crossed the line, and have seen a destructive reaction. I am ashamed by my every action. 
Every evil voice 
Every premature choice 
Every struggling hoist 
With my stains there's none to rejoice. 
I have done wrong, I feel the prong, I'm not adequately strong. 

Is there any hope near, is there no forgiveness here? 

For cleansing I've dreamed and dreamed.
Will I be redeemed?