Bucket List

August 3, 2016 
Rip ....
Yes im serious 
Feel like the 
Timing is right 
My mood is good 
No need to keep putting it off 
Shaved my head 
As if I'm getting the chair 
My  good jeans on 
And my cleanest dirtiest shirt 
As Johnny cash plays in the background 
My affairs all in order 
Freed up the whole day 
Case Nerves kick in 
Making it take longer 
I just hope it's what I think it will be 
Not worried if loved ones understand 
But I Hope the skies divide 
And bright light appears
Harps and violins playing 
As the peak is reached 
Magical moments made 
Life long memories created
I'm doing this for me 
Whether selfish or not 
Consider everything I put on hold for others 
Would really like news to cover it 
Next day world wearing r.i.p shirts 
Singing my praise 
After all once it's done 
It's over 
No do overs just go it again if failure is the out come 
Good or bad know for sure I'll get mine 
Maybe twice 
Quick one then 1 more 
Only few hours away 
If I would've had another 50 she would be here now 
3'7" blond bubble ass matching tits 
Lady who likes to be called midget 
Get tossed around and pleasure her man 
69 minutes to go 
But I'll say it now 
R.I.P bucket list number 1