Cairo (a vision of madness and descent)

I courageously implored
that the ritual commence
in honour,
that it's my
god forsaken
birth right
to boil 
my soul
alive
in sanctimonious
pools
of corrosive
acid.

Perhaps,
I had wanted nothing more
than my blood and bones to dissolve 
so that nothing further
remained
not even a pulsing
remnant,
of my hideously 
charred corpse.
In all it's putrid,
decayed,
acrid dust.
Everything had ceased to exist for me
I had no embracing memories
of past happiness 
or semblance of purpose.
Inept even my own
failure had failed me
and I couldn't care less to
even begin to
accommodate 
a banished
glimmer of hope,
w/in this diseased,
sickness,
infernal torrent of
madness!

In the beginning of my
plagued
rebellion
I had feasted on my own eyes
and ripped
out my vile,
blasphemous tongue!
Thus I delightfully
served it to the beggars of
twelve who were 
salivating at lies
of salvation.
Whilst servants of ghosts were desperately 
weeping tears of betrayal,
at God's
treacherous,
boodthirsty,
banquet.
Alas I now respected
no life at all and
had enslaved
death as my prisoner 
as we
continued
unceremoniously
to remain
sentenced to a
desolate holy war.
I could only glimpse beauty in ravaged 
bitterness...
Suffer all, suffer all, suffer all...
the piper
serenades thy mournfully,
as the viper spits it's venom,
reigning fire in my
laden molten
brain.

Cairo,
I have returned home
to sacrifice myself to
the gods and goddesses you
falsely
worshipped divine 
and have left those opposed 
obliterated 
spiraling deep into the
Abyss
I had prophesied
my damnation 
by contempt,
I was baptized
w/eternal fire
and choked on self pity
and worthlessness 

now the jackal it sneers at my
empty tomb
and the universe roars in it's 
wake