Can You Really? Because I Can't.

Can you really say that you’re happy with the way things are going?
Because I can’t.
Can you really say that you’re happy with the constant ups and downs that detour this relationship from growing?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the constant back and forth insults and name calling, that just starts freely flowing?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the fact that the spark has clearly stopped glowing?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the way things make tears form and down my face they start silently strolling?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the fact that we both feel that we need to be in charge? So controlling?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the emotions constantly twirling?
Because I can’t
Can you really say that you’re happy with the way both our words and actions have become nothing but blinding?
Because I can’t
Can you really say you’re happy with the fact that we can’t communicate without both of our words burning?
Because I can’t
This poem could go on forever, but the point of it is, the person I fell in love with, is no longer around, the person I fell in love with, is who I’m currently yearning.
I’m honestly confused if this is meant to be, or just a lesson we’re supposed to be learning.