Cinders

I got over you for a week or two 

I replaced you but my thoughts won't let me forget you

I dream of your soft touch and it makes me long for you

I think of your soft kiss and I can't think of anyone other than you

Yes I love him, but I just can't bury the thoughts

I smile, laugh but the pain is present 

It won't let me soak in the warmth of his sunshine

You, blew my mind and I don't know what to do

I refuse to go back to what you weren't giving

But I long for the things that keep living In the fragments of my imagination 

What frustration I harbor what disappointment 

Life is not fair and I feel the unbalance every day As I give part of me because I left one part with you

I feel like I've been stripped of a gift that was never intended to be given

I want to know that it was worth it 

When can I see that what we had only builds up what I have

I want to close the chapter! I need to finish the book

Soon I will think and glorious cinders of residue