Clown

Fame lurking, i quit messing arround
Humilitys been a foe to me, how does that sound?
Ill just turn a new leaf, I already exceeded the odds
Harness the power of belief with due time and moderation
Stay focused try avoid mental incarceration, the time is near and it aint waiting
For me to make up my mind, to long taking it in my stride
Hold back the tide, tell me im closer
Ill take a dip to confide in myself, I know im no picture poster
Shallow in wealth and im only getting older, before its over i wanna' get this weight up off my shoulders
Im sick of being hopeless with so much to prove, Its time I done did something, I got nothing to lose 
I have a certain right to happiness but I wrote the rules
Cos' society would rather see me shackled in chains, in a prison of self-creation, thats where i reign, soon ill be free, once i battle this pain
So much hatred in the world today makes me feel sane, the universal desire of fame, speculatory shame, we're not the same, I'd rather a fortune and jump on a plane, your lame, stop it
Ill take the blame for your failed conquests, keys in your pocket, leads to the lock just unlock it
Tell me im wrong cos' shit your on top and this is where you fail to be, your a conservatory object for the world to see, sold your soul, you'll never be free
But dont get that greatness shrouded, you can stay strong and get around it, but what goes up must come down
The longer you climb is like the longer you drown 
But im reaching too so i guess im the clown but i walk in the clouds like im biggie smalls
Im just a skinny white kid from Donegal.

Im a clown cos' I try to make money, that aint humorous but boy aint it funny.

Feedback would be great.