~Complicated Darkness~

This darkness I dwell in so many don't understand 

Its complicated to explain my feelings of mixed emotions my madness and torment when both collide 

I have to endure and fade into the shadows in my mind I find comfort in the beauty of dark 

Its a constant battle escaping the terrors of my demons that leads me here with my emotions 

Smothering me in my despair I keep fighting my war within 

Being consumed by hopelessness my thoughts are filling me in my despair 

Killing me in my memories I am blinded by my tears I am helpless emotionally crippled 

I am beaten and broke no fight to defeat the demons win I am weak nothing left to give completely drained. 

~Broken187Soul