Poem -

Confusion

I am in a constant debate
state of mind
Do you deserve to be answered?
Do you deserve my time? Love? Affection?
I wish I knew the answers 
to these questions that linger 
in my mind and haunt my dreams
Your short words are like
knives diving into my heart 

But I still love you 
Why?
Why does this world choose
for me to love someone
who does not have the same love
for me?
Am I not worthy?
Not enough?
I wish I knew the answer
to these questions that scare me yet intice me to the point where I want to pour my heart and soul to you yet never speak to you again

I still find myself in this constant debate state of mind. 

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Christopher Correia

I'm here because of the 'chef salad' reference, and found your amazing poem Jb2001, love this line below, it is so perfect, cheers poet and welcome as well

'I wish I knew the answer
to these questions that scare me yet intice me to the point where I want to pour my heart and soul to you yet never speak to you again'

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Jb2001

Thank you Christopher! I'm so glad that you liked it :) I felt the like spoke the truth of what I was feeling at the moment and It makes me so happy to hear you enjoyed it!

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