Confusion

I am in a constant debate
state of mind
Do you deserve to be answered?
Do you deserve my time? Love? Affection?
I wish I knew the answersÂ
to these questions that lingerÂ
in my mind and haunt my dreams
Your short words are like
knives diving into my heartÂ
But I still love youÂ
Why?
Why does this world choose
for me to love someone
who does not have the same love
for me?
Am I not worthy?
Not enough?
I wish I knew the answer
to these questions that scare me yet intice me to the point where I want to pour my heart and soul to you yet never speak to you again
I still find myself in this constant debate state of mind.Â
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I'm here because of the 'chef salad' reference, and found your amazing poem Jb2001, love this line below, it is so perfect, cheers poet and welcome as well
'I wish I knew the answer
to these questions that scare me yet intice me to the point where I want to pour my heart and soul to you yet never speak to you again'
Thank you Christopher! I'm so glad that you liked it :) I felt the like spoke the truth of what I was feeling at the moment and It makes me so happy to hear you enjoyed it!