Confusion

I miss you more than I can communicate and love you more than I could ever say 
Yet I feel you are dodging it for fear of hurting me but trust me you won’t because I’m my mind there’s nothing that can’t be fixed 

I miss seeing you smile and laugh when I do something silly because you loved me for me and didn’t judge me for being me 
Yet I sometimes don’t feel close to you anymore is that because of distance if so I can’t fix that but it shouldn’t get in the way 

I miss you more than I think you know I don’t know why 
you made me feel a million buck when I was low and made me feel a trillion dollars when I was achieving my inner goals 
Yet it feel like you not telling me the full story the one in which you actually sit down and say how you actually feel because I’m sure there’s more to it than what you told me 
I miss you