Constant fight

The sickening feeling,
Anxiety is crippling,
Panic attacks just leaving the house,
As cowardly as the lion as quiet as a mouse,
Think you can't go on,
You see no way out,
Why carry on?
You've lost loved ones they're gone,
Not brave enough, not strong enough,
Not smart enough, not good enough,
It's the way you can feel day to day,
Doesn't matter what people do or say,
They don't understand at least that's how you feel,
They think you're just moody but this is real,
If you could change you would can they not see?
You don't want to go out or watch TV,
But don't let it beat you depression won't win,
You've got to roll with the punches take it on the chin,
So keep on fighting don't ever stop,
As it will be you not depression that comes out on top.