Cremate Me

I'm not planning on dying, but if I do then;
Cremate me with Mary Jane;
Because if the day came where he left me,
I promise you, I'd never be the same, 
Again;
I'd never find someone else to love me the way that he can;
There'd be no reason to even try, he's the only one who exceeded
The scale; going beyond 10 out of 10.
Here I am writing about things that are just stressing me out.
Things I shouldn't even really be spending so much time thinking about.
But these are my feelings, and I can't hold them in anymore;
I need to get them out, and get them out loud.
Cremate me with Mary Jane;
Because if the day ever came where he left me.
I promise you I'd never be the same,
I would be left in this world all my own;
I'd be faced to live the rest of MY life.. alone;
I'd be forever heartbroken as I'd be trapped in time, without him;
I'd be glued to him by the his last name, that I too now, share;
Because it's his last name that I took;
He put the ring on my finger, that I'm beyond proud to wear;
I will always love him no matter how far, or near;
He's the only one who loves me for me;
He's the only one who still shows how much he really cares.
I truly don't plan on dying anytime soon, but just in case I do;
Cremate me with Mary Jane,
Because if the day ever came where he left;
I promise you, I'd never be the same,
I promise you, I'd never be the same, again..
So Create me with Mary Jane,
Because if I end up living without him, 
I'm going to try and smoke my life away;
He is my one and only, 
I am his Ride or Die,  
I am his Bonnie and and he is my Clyde, 
Nothing more or less than True Love Birds, 
I've finally found the love I have been longing for,
I've finally found the love that I feel I deserve;
I know that life can but cut sometimes, way too short;
And that most of the time life isn't playing fair,
Cremate me with Mary Jane;
If there ever comes a day in the future;
Where my husband and I do not share the same air;
Cremate me with Mary Jane;
And put our spirits on hold, on reserve;
I'll forever choose him life after death, death after life;
I will continue to love him, everywhere and anywhere.
Cremate me with Mary Jane
Cremate me with,.. Mary Jane

Stephanie A. Davis(Ludwig)
04/07/2025