CRY

Can I just cry?
Can you just leave me to show the real human inside?
Can I just cry for one second?
Even if that second feels like a lifetime 
Can I just cry?
Let me cry for a minute
Let my mascara ruin my make up again 
Just let me cry for God sake 
I'm done trying to be fake
Faking I have no emotion
So let me cry

I'm done with people trying to tell me it's going to be okay 
I just want to cry 
I just want to be angry for a little while
I just don't want to speak to anyone for now
Because I just want to cry 

You see when I say I want to cry
It's not the physical tears you see at the time 
I'm crying deep inside 
Because I don't want to look weak to the people on the outside
If I was to post a picture of me crying physically 
People will start coming saying I'm doing this deliberately
Just to attention seek
Just for some sympathy 
How dare you PHONIES try to criticise me
I'm expressing my feelings 
Can you chill out please?

Leave me to cry
Cry because I feel lost
Cry because I don't know myself
Cry because I need some help 
Let my tears fall down
Tears because I feel alone now 
Tears because I can't hear my Lord now 
Tears Because I can't pray anymore as funny as it sounds
Tears because I don't have faith at all, 
Just let me cry 

Crying will let out the pain
Crying will let me find myself once again 
Just let me cry that last tear
Till I can't cry anymore 
Till I am done with my sorrows forever more
Just let me cry