Cry Alone

I cry alone,I cry at night
mainly when your out of sight.
The moment you were born you had my heart
now the not knowing
slowly breaks it apart.

Im meant to protect you, move the world for you....
I feel useless and to blame
Drs tell me they don't know, So I watch you suffer
Not knowing if your in pain, whilst they try and find a name.

I sometimes pretend theres nothing wrong
I hold you tighter and really really hold on
for you and your sister I have to be strong

They cant give me answers, they still don't have a clue
Im crying inside Preying my love will protect you. x