Crying out for you

I look for you in my everyday life. 
Then I realize you’re no longer here & that causes me strife.
I miss you constantly & on the daily. 
I miss my life with you mainly. 
But I’m just a bad memory in the back of your mind,
Some old & used object you just left behind. 
It kills me to know that I’ll never again feel your kisses. 
Therefore my world is shattered into a million pieces. 
& I’m here crying out for you!

So many memories that remind me of us. 
But I’m afraid they’re turning into ashes & dust. 
After everything, I’ve learned that life is unjust. 
& love tells me I’ll always be your prisoner. 
Because when it comes to you I’ll always have this hunger. 
I’m so sad I’ll never hear your voice again. 
I miss you so much that I look at your pictures every now & then. 
I’m so tired of this long losing battle that I can’t win. 
& I’m here crying out for you!

I just can’t seem to find a way out,
Because you are what my whole life is all about. 
So I’m here crying out for you!