Daddy

So there I was, in all my glorious shame.holding my head down again.soaking up all of this pain, trying  not to die. I am listening to my heart and everything that you say, makes me feel this way, I am not good enough for you or anyone. This isn't news to me, as I know that I am just bad its something that makes me just the lonely man that I am, nothing that I can say, there is nothing to ever change, there is not enough of these days for me say im sorry again, so I just walk away, oh I can never change, I will always remain the same and that is better off, so before I start lets just stop and say good bye, I don't wanna see you cry again, only makes me smile, because I know there is no denial I am a waste to this world and a father just isn't me I really hope you can see, that out of love  this is what we made, but for me I can never ever be saved again, I am old and going home, I see you and him sitting there no money to your name and he is going to be so tuff just like me, a fatherless S.O.B.a bastard kid. and for me that is okay, nothings gonna change, not today, I hope you see outta love he is what we made and that is fine with me, I know what that makes me, and I smile again, cause I know, I am just me.