Darkness

The darkness is overwhelming as it consumes me.  Giving into my inner demons, letting them take me, will it help to ease the pain? Maybe becoming my own worst enemy, I could finally be free. I wont have to hide who I actually am. 

The pain, the heartbreak, the lies, the secrets, it has all become just too much. I'm tired of biting my tongue and keeping my mouth shut.

So why haven't I just given in?