dealing in a paranoid mind state

I weigh the bags at one eight
5.4 for a half weight.y man rings in to order some more.
Paranoia kicks in sends a heat rush through my core.
The devils comes through my chemically fucked brain.
Rob this man there is no room in this game for anyone to be tame.
My man pulls up and looks to me.
Hands me the knife says watch my back.
The voice says to me his life is not worth more than this crack.
This is a set up if it is we shall fuck this cunt up.
We plan and ponder about our next deal.
Paranoia kicks in gives me a bad feel.
We open our doors ready to hurt.
My mind settles down as we knock on the door.
As the junkine opens up so scattered and sore.
Reaches for his back.
We prepare for the attack.
My man yells out what the fuck is that.
DW my brother just a smoke behind my back.
My mind settles down the voice goes quiet.
We make deal nothing but cash in hand.
we get in the car drive to a park.
Load up our syringe whilst our mind turns into the dark.
That Is a day
Its what we were served on our dinner plate.
Just another day dealing in a paranoid mind state.