Love Mom

You didn't come with an instruction manual, and I didn't know how to fix you when you were broken. Trust me, I looked and when I couldn't perfect your needs I felt like I was being a terrible mom. You don't know how I'd sit there and cry because I couldn't do anything right. I felt stupid and for once in my life I wanted someone's approval more than anything. I wanted yours. I wanted you to accept me even if I screwed up and for you to forgive me for not being perfect. You're perfect to me and my favorite piece of art. How can a tiny human like you impact me so much? I prayed for you for an exceptionally long time and finally God heard me. Your love is the best love anyone could ever give and the one I craved for the longest time. Even though my errors and imperfections caved in... I realized how you could never judge me. How much I wanted to be wanted and needed and how you are that person that was truly meant for me. Oh, my little love, how you were made from innocence and prayer. How I love you more than I love myself, and how you are the sun and the moon. You didn't come with an instruction manual, and I didn't know how to fix you when you were broken...but maybe that's the point. Love, Mom.